YWednesday, February 10, 2010
FEEL VERY HAPPY & SAD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY DADDY :D
&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIRLEY :)
today meet vivian first den we went to school together... after that 10 plus going to 11 ler then vivian went home first because she feel not well... i very boring sia after school ler shu hui ask me wan to pei thay all go gym den i say cannot because today my daddy birthday then i need to early go home to celebrate my daddy birthday i ask who got go she tell me xuelin, siong swee, juqiang & tianheong she say dun no johnson got go anot . den i msg to johnson
i : after school you all go where.
js : i go hair there go gym with mr tham.
den i really dun understand he say what then i went to he class room ask he den he say he go cut hair den never go gym with them. after school ler i went to meet tesle first den after that me & tesle went to JP because she wan to go interview job den ask me pei her den around 4 plus i went home ler den shu hui call me den we talk awhile , i ask her who got go to gym den she tell me , they all & johnson den i say johnson got go ma den she say got . fuck johnson lie to me 2nd time he say he never go with them den now shu hui say got... then we end call ler den vivian call me den i talk to vivian awhile vivian say wan to talk to xue lin den i call xuelin then we conference on the phone den xuelin tell me something about johnson say out my thing ler... den i ask xuelin past the phone to johnson den i quarrel with he on the phone then johnson past back to xuelin den i cry ler i also dun no y i cry... den vivian talk to me den i talk back to vivian den only vivian hear my voice den she know i am crying den vivian say to me
(you wan i go your house to see you anot...)
i say (tks no need i am fine, den you also not feeling not well den no need to come...)
she say (oh okay lor if you really not happy tell me okay)
den xuelin also know i am crying den she shout very loud sia den johnson they all all know ler den johnson very the what sia i heard he say cry cry cry you think you still small ar... after that i feel very unhappy den i end the call...
after that i keeping crying because 1st is he lie to me 2nd is he say out my thing 3nd he say me something... awhile xuelin msg to me
XL :wan i go find you ma :) i accompany you now , i now free.
ME :tks alot no need...
XL :nvm la :) i free la .
ME :really no need... tks.
XL :dun cryin... cool down now...
ME :rmb cannot tell they all i like who hor, if you say out i will go die de...
XL :i would de... promise.
ME :kk tks.
XL :did i male the thin big... not they all sae ju qiang an siongswee only.. ps ps i sae wrong. ME :kk never mind...
XL : sry sry.. psps.
ME :kk never mind de no need to say sry.
XL :plsease dun cry beg you...
todae is ur father birthday must happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy cool down cool down cool down.
end with xuelin.
awhile vivian msg to me
VIVIAN : peirong don't unset or angry wit them so chilslish mind anyhow think anyhow say n saying so awful word so evil heart sia wat type friend they are n the dumb johnson act like innocent sia back back step u say don't have. lied . like ant sia ready want step he sia n he scold cb . bastard so immature. he scold who sia mind he word la scold cb y he jealous ah. so childlish . u ok don't get unset or angry them they no need u upset or angry wit them cause they are useless. only how to think n talk creep. today is your father birthday don't cause of those useless get angry or upset be happy n give your father a wonderful burthday don't let your father worry. help me your father happy birthday wish he happy untill 100year haha. don't disturb u le bye bye. promise me don't get unset ot angry ho. be happy ignore them childlish.
ME : kk tks alot , i will never get upset or angry de hehe....
end with vivian. vivian thank alot you are my best sister 4 ever...
awhile tianheong kor call me ask me alot of thing den i dun wan to say... den i tell he at night den call you okay because i need to celebrate my daddy birthday. after at night my daddy birthday we went to some place eat our dinner... eat on the half way den kor call me den i talk to kor awhile.... kor very good he keep asking me to cool down he ask me y i just now crying den i dun no how to answer he den he ask me what den i say yes , kor tell to me if i feel sad anytime also can tell he... awhile i wan to go home ler den i end call with kor ... kor thank alot you are my very good kor 4 ever :)
i reach home ler suddenly johnson msg to me
JS :if you are angry with me then never mind lor i only happen to say i i dunno that you will get angry but if hurt you then im sorry.
ME :er.. you no need to say sorry because you never hurt me then need to say sorry de is me because i dun no anything den i anyhow scold you... i'm sorry too.
JS : will you still talk to me ?
ME :ya i will...:)
end with johnson
after i reach home ler i call xuelin den i talk to xuelin if tmr in school anyone ask you yesterday think is i force you de or you tell me den you tell they all is i force you de because if you say you tell me de they all will KBKP with you den i dun wan to see it like this den xuelin say okay lor...
today feel happy & sad , happy because today is my daddy birthday :D , sad because today alot of thing happen... hai......... now no mood to say ler bye bye

i feel very sad because i so believe you then you lie to me i all the time say i will never believe boy de but you tell me must believe you den i really believe you but you lie to me 2nd time ler then how you wan i believe you , you hurt me so many , i really cannot believe you will lie to me but the true is you lie to me le , i really hate people lie or boom me , i now saying the true i will never ever believe anyone of boy i now hate boy alot... boy tell me anything i will never ever believe le...